Reluctantly Dead

If I'm The Devil..., letlive.

Contributors
Drums: Loniel Robinson
Vocals: Jason Aalon Butler
Guitar: Jeff Sahyoun
Bass: Ryan Jay Johnson
Lyrics

The blood on my hands is like drugs up my nose. I’ve been confused for someone who’s in control of all of the things that will happen anyway. So I’ll just continue on the path that I hate because I’m going to find my way. I’ve been grabbing at sand just to watch it slip away. I put both my hands up and I started to pray that you ain’t like me, and that you’ll let me walk away. But I’ll understand it if you choose to kill me. I would have probably done the same. If we fire up then we gotta get our fire up to par. You believe that they came here to protect you but see, I would rather run because now the law results in our death. Once you understand that you’ve got control, I’ll be confused for someone you’ll never know because all of those things are gonna happen anyway since somewhere within you lies the one that you hate. I’m gonna fuck myself today. I’d rather fuck myself today. You believe that they came here to protect you. But see, I would rather run because now the law results in our death. You believe that they came here to protect you but see, I am not the one. I will be reluctantly dead. You’ll never feel again when you realize you’re your only friend. I feel at home again and I’m my only friend. I’ll never be alone again and I’ve found that I’m my only friend. I feel at home again and this is all pretend.

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Our friend and yours- Mr. Jason Aalon seems to be included in a list of people known to rock. 🤘🏾

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In the summer of 2002 this thing we call "letlive." began in a garage in a small suburb of Los Angeles with one goal in mind. Above all else, letlive. was meant to be an idea not an outfit. This idea took its roots in honesty, humility, and finding an ironic strength in vulnerability. This is how it all began and it must end in the same fashion.

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Thx @MetalHammer Golden Gods for nominating us for "Best Live Band"! Follow this link if you'd like to vote: https://t.co/3OPznkVqR8 - ll.

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Thanks Metal Hammer Golden God Awards for nominating us for "Best Live Band".

Vote here! http://2017.goldengods.teamrock.com/vote/best-live-band

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In the summer of 2002 this thing we call "letlive." began in a garage in a small suburb of Los Angeles with one goal in mind. Above all else, letlive. was meant to be an idea not an outfit. This idea took its roots in honesty, humility, and finding an ironic strength in vulnerability. This is how it all began and it must end in the same fashion.

We have been granted opportunities and experiences beyond anything we could have …

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Thank you so much for your support and the nomination.

If you'd like to vote for us as "Best Live Band" at this years Golden God Awards, vote here: http://2017.goldengods.teamrock.com/vote/best-live-band

Photo by Penelope Martinez

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@thisisletlive

Thx @MetalHammer Golden Gods for nominating us for "Best Live Band"! Follow this link if you'd like to vote: https://t.co/3OPznkVqR8 - ll.

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Thanks Metal Hammer Golden God Awards for nominating us for "Best Live Band".

Vote here! http://2017.goldengods.teamrock.com/vote/best-live-band

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@thisisletlive

We are on @KerrangMagazine's list of The 77 Greatest Punk songs ever! https://t.co/8v0GrKwagY

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We are on Kerrang!'s list of The 77 Greatest Punk songs ever!

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Our friend and yours- Mr. Jason Aalon seems to be included in a list of people known to rock. 🤘🏾

http://www.kerrang.com/47355/k1658-50-greatest-rockstars-world-right-now/

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