I've Learned To Love Myself

If I'm The Devil..., letlive.

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Drums: Loniel Robinson
Vocals: Jason Aalon Butler
Guitar: Jeff Sahyoun
Bass: Ryan Jay Johnson
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There’s no way my mother can still love me the way my father said she did. More like a brother to the others, but to my sister I am nothing but another statistic. When you’re birthed by seven women over 13 days, superstitious happy endings seem farther away than you may want to believe. Although our brother is sleeping with our greatest enemy we still love him like we did when we were kids. But if another of my brothers meets that reaper early there will be nothing that can stop revolution. Now my mouth keeps running, but it’s running in place, and the mask I used to wear is now becoming my face. There’s no way I will be seen. I’ve learned to love myself. I’ve learned to love myself abandonment. (I believe fear cannot exist within the plan) And if I feel myself I’ve learned to do it with the touch of death. I’ve learned to love myself. I’ve learned to love myself abandonment (I believe fear cannot exist within the plan) So when you feel yourself you should be careful with the touch of death. And now my lover is screaming “Jason, can you love me the way you never even acted like you did?” The problem I’m seeing with being so damn empty, is the irony when you’re completely full of shit. When your mouth keeps running to a dangerous place, can you really call it lost if you don’t want to be saved? When it rains, it’s pouring on me. I’ve learned to love myself. I’ve learned to love myself abandonment (I believe fear cannot exist within the plan). And if I feel myself I’ve learned to do it with the touch of death I’ve learned to love myself. I’ve learned to love myself abandonment (I believe fear cannot exist within the plan) So when you feel yourself you should be careful with the touch of death. I’ve learned to love myself. I’ve learned to love myself abandonment (I believe fear cannot exist within the plan) And once you see it all, it’s all you see and I’m okay with that.

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In the summer of 2002 this thing we call "letlive." began in a garage in a small suburb of Los Angeles with one goal in mind. Above all else, letlive. was meant to be an idea not an outfit. This idea took its roots in honesty, humility, and finding an ironic strength in vulnerability. This is how it all began and it must end in the same fashion.

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In the summer of 2002 this thing we call "letlive." began in a garage in a small suburb of Los Angeles with one goal in mind. Above all else, letlive. was meant to be an idea not an outfit. This idea took its roots in honesty, humility, and finding an ironic strength in vulnerability. This is how it all began and it must end in the same fashion.

We have been granted opportunities and experiences beyond anything we could have …

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Thank you so much for your support and the nomination.

If you'd like to vote for us as "Best Live Band" at this years Golden God Awards, vote here: http://2017.goldengods.teamrock.com/vote/best-live-band

Photo by Penelope Martinez

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Thx @MetalHammer Golden Gods for nominating us for "Best Live Band"! Follow this link if you'd like to vote: https://t.co/3OPznkVqR8 - ll.

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Thanks Metal Hammer Golden God Awards for nominating us for "Best Live Band".

Vote here! http://2017.goldengods.teamrock.com/vote/best-live-band

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@thisisletlive

We are on @KerrangMagazine's list of The 77 Greatest Punk songs ever! https://t.co/8v0GrKwagY

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Our friend and yours- Mr. Jason Aalon seems to be included in a list of people known to rock. 🤘🏾

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