I left it to chance
I never should have let this get so far out of hand
But I'll do anything to not be alone
Because when I'm alone
You know I can easily fall back into old habits that I thought I'd left behind
They rip me apart and I realize
I don't feel love
I have to lie
I take everything
And keep it inside
I know I'm sick and I'm not right
I'm so fucking tired of living this life
I've made for myself
I'm sorry that I cannot get past what keeps me away from the light
I hope this explains my problem to you
Because I feel like this every night
I don't want to be like this
Anxious and angry or hopeless and sad all the time
Unable to get back the feeling I lost somewhere along the line
I wear it all on my sleeve and everyone sees no matter how hard I try
I've never felt worse in my whole life
Up all night
Every single night
Off With Their Heads' new album Be Good is available now.
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